"Once upon a time", I lived in a silent enclosed community as a contemplative monk (Trappist). This voyage through my inner landscape brought healing and insight, and finally, lasting peace.


My passion lead me to transfer to another monastery in the same Order where I could follow an intensive Zen/Chan koan training while remaining an enclosed Christian monk. After 21 years I left the Trappists, trained further in Guru Yoga, and later began generating my own Dharma.


I feel a particularly strong connection with the Irish figure of Columcille, described by some as the 'last Irish Druid', and with those of his ancient lineage, a western lineage originating perhaps even before the time of Atlantis. I had left the monastery in 2011 after a powerful vision showing that my place was back out in the world, helping where I could in my own way.



Being half-Irish I suppose, I've always felt deeply drawn to the Celtic tradition. It's a song in the blood, the song of family and ancestors. Unable to recognize myself in anything 'out there' at the time, and inspired by my vision when a monk, I founded the Order of the Longing Look. Within this Order, I now herald the Celtic Buddhist Lineage and initiate into Shamanic Druidry via workshops and online.